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Other Stories Where shall I start? Love stories? i guess it's quite fun to read love stories, hahaha.. then i shall start from it! Deni - puppy love part I - Back in the year 1986 or 87, i didn't remember the exact year, but i was on the 3rd grade, i met this girl, her name was Deni Sukma Dewi, she's so cute, and i can't help attracted to her, hahahaha. She reject me of course, hell, i'm not that handsome that time! and very clumsy. i can't stop laughing remembering that time, but it is, quite an experience. I don't know where she is rite now, but i do hope when she read this, she'll contact me to laugh on that stupid puppy love of mine. =) Indah - puppy love part II, first infatuation - There she was, sitting beside me, i have never seen such a beauty at that time. i was on my 2nd year in Junior High. It was on a student board meeting. I'm in the same division as her. She probably forgot the first time we met, but the memories still clear in my head. My mind always fly to her, i couldn't concentrate, hahahah, i wrote her name all over the place, my book, my desk, everywhere but the gents bathroom hahahaha. I was afraid to talk to her. Words never came out, they stop in the tip of my tongue. Cold sweat running everytime i meet her. hehehe silly wasn't it? But yet who wouldn't fall for her? Beautiful, Inteligent, Talented, Charming, and H.... uups =) well, she is a dream come true all right. I haven't got courage to speak my heart to her. Until my third year. just to be rejected - again! hahahah. silly me. I keep chasing her, sometimes in a very annoying way. I'm sorry, IP, I was only a kid back then. =) It continue until i graduated from Senior High School. To be honest, i've never loved someone this crazy. But it was crazy, that's why i call it infatuation. There was the time when i still let my feeling loose instead controling it with my head. But somehow, she still have a room inside my heart. P - first love? - Maybe this was the first time i feel such thing called love. She was mmmm very ordinary at first. more like a boy than a girl back then. We began as a friend, we hang out together, with all of the boys (and girls). then i (we) see something in her, a quality. A quality to become a beautiful inside out. she's already have an inside beauty, but the outside, well.. she's a diamond in the rough, like Jaffar said in aladin movie, hehehhe. So i (we) start putting ideas into her mind, hehehe (brainwashing) to make her change herself. tell her that she'll look preety if she change her hair, and this, and that, which i don't know, she paid attention or not, but she change, well.. she fall in love with someone at that time, someone she thought was out of her reach at that time (heck, he was her fiancee right now, i'm happy for you too P). she turn into a very beautiful lady. Sigh. I am happy for her. yet, i felt terrible ache deep inside. =) Too know that you love someone so deep, but the feelings is not mutual. I toldl her my feelings, yes i did, kindda stupid coz it turned out that i, mmmm kindda ruin our friendship, at that time. I ruined it myself =). It took more time to repair our friendship. I have to be more mature to do that, hehehe, and this relationship turn out to make me more mature. I love her, yes, and i manage to keep my feelings for myself. Platonic. She'll always have a room inside my heart. A special room with love, as a friend, forever. |
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